Hadiandra (:

the saddest day of my life
8:51 AM Sunday, May 31, 2009

Why must it be like this?,
Is this the only way to solve our relationship?,
Or is it just me?,
Is it bcos I did not give u enough love?,
or is it just a reason to stay alone?,
Think about it..

Don't love me just to make me happy,
love me bcos u really love me.

I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood of continueing the story...

I believe u no matter what happens from now on,
all that mater now is that u'r with me now,
so pls don't be sad anymore.

Labels: I love u...

Chapter 6... and my birthday!!
7:37 AM Thursday, May 28, 2009

Woah I'm 14 now.. woohoo!! So today I got birthday bashed with a cake by my classmate. They wiped cake on my face and pour water on me.. Lucky for me they forgoten the flour and egg. Well , after that I went to the jetty with her. We wanted to go to the shroom garden but there were people. There were students from kent ridge in the first garden and there were some workers sleeping at the other garden.. We just went to the jetty and sit. There we started talking and... I'm not gonna say what i did okay.. Anywaes, since its my birthday, I'll make the story longer this time. So here it goes..

He looked at my results and studied it for a few times. His eyes was on me (not literaly on me). With his loud voice, he asked of what I did to get this kind of results. He blamed her for my results which made me really angry. "Its not her fault that I got this kind of results" I shouted back at him.He looked furious at first and then he calmed down after awhile." That's fine of you to defend her but just work harder next time, okay? Promise me that you'll do better" he tried to cool me down.He signed my results slip and pass it to me. I went into my room and locked the door. I turned on my laptop and log into the MSN. She was online, so I video call her and chat until she was tired.I told her about what happened just now between me and my dad. She was greatful for defending her. Thats the least I can do for her atually. School was fine the next day but after school was terrible. WE went for lunch as usual but when we were walking back to the bus stop, we came across with her ex. He was puting his hands around two girls side-by-side to him. "Hey babe wat'cha doing with this loser? you're mine remember?" reaching his hands for her. I grabed her hand as fast as I could. "I'm not yours at all. You're just using me last time and FYI this is my new bofriend."She said while hiding behind me.He tried to grab her from me. "Get your filthy hands of her you bastard!" I grab hold of her and move back. He tried to punch me but missed. I got to punch him twice in the face. He was quite week. He pushed me to the groung after he got up. She helped me to stand and stoped me from continueing fighting. The other girls held his hands. "we're not over yet loser!" He shouted. "Who says its over!". We went opposite ways. She was holding my hands all the way till she got into the lift. She did not even want to let me go when she got in the lift. " Becareful hun" she said with her soft voice. She kissed me on the cheek and told me not to get into fights anymore. She was terrified that day. I got home and...(to be continued)

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Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME

day after camp... and chapter 5
6:13 AM Saturday, May 23, 2009

WAAAHHH!!! Camp was so fun. First day we did some activity near the beach. I can't believe I was assigned in the same group with her.. Other thatn that everything's fine.The fun thing was at the beach at St. John's island.We played a game where one of our member place a bottle on their head and the rest will fill up the bottle with the cup and straw given. Others used the cup to pour in the water.. I used the straw and suck it into my mouth and I'll spit it all out into the bottle.We had campfire and nite hike that nite.Slept aroumd 12. damn sleepty..zzzzzzz. Then the next day was okay.. B4 leaving the island we playedd a game called amazing race around the island. We were tired in the end and had a break. We sat on a stone path at the beach. The water was sooo clear. Before reaching Singapore, we stoped on an island which was kusu island if not wrong.. There were many turtles and tortoises. I was exausted at the end of the day.. haiz... okay uh lets just go on with chapter 5.. enjoy..

This repeated for weeks and our bond was getting stronger.Exams were nearin too..I just can't seem to concentrate in my studies. Wheever I'm studying my mind will be filled with her and only her.It was distractive but I managed to study.My folks found out about her and just advised me to respect her more.It's kinda wierd if u ask me.Well we would do the usual stuff we do after school until the exams..After the exams was over, I brought out.She was kind of shock when I asked her out right after the exams. That night was great. We wathed movies and had dinner together. She was pretty that night. I can't stop looking at her that night. Well, after that was over, it was back to school the next day.. We got our results. I did not fail any but I did not do quite well in the exams. I asked her for her results. She showed me her results. She passed everything withgood hrades. I was kinda jelous but she cherred me up. She promised to teech me some other times.As usual I sent her home after we had lunch. When I reached home, dad was already seating on the sofa. He wanted to see my results. He looked at the paper and... (to be continued)

Thats all for now.. Tune in for the next chapter. Sorry if I updated it after soo long.. I was so busy watching anime..So just leave a comment after reading kay..

chapter 4:
9:01 AM Thursday, May 14, 2009

Aaahh... So damned tired...Lost my story and found it in my bag (idk where i put). Everything is back to normal. Became friends again with her and my relationship continues to go on smoothly. Did nothing much lately only that I 'lepak' with Dinie and the usuals. Now lets just continue from where the story ends...

I called her that night and talked till our parents nagged at us.From our conversation that night I found out that she liked me before but thought that I was already attached to someone.I laughed when I heard what she said.I told her that she was the only girl that I want to be with. "you're one sweet boy" she said.She was the best thing that was in my life. I slept late that night. In the morning I woke up, my mom told me that I was smiling when fast asleep."I heard you saying a girls' name... who is that girl?" she asked me. "someone special thats all" I answered her. She just smile and went into the kitchen.I went to school and told her everything . She just giggled while covering her mouth.. It was good enough that my mom did not ask too many question.(its not like her). We get ready for class.I was thinking about the reason why she broke up with him.Too bad we're seperated in class. I seat all the way at the back while she sits all the way to the front. I just stared at her from the back. Class felt like a few minutes when we're occupied.She turned around and looked at me for a few times.I was not really concentrating on the lesson. School ended at 1:30. I walked with her out of the school. We wanted to go get some food.After we had lunch, I sent her home. She kissed me on the cheek before walking into the lift. This repeated for weeks and... (to be continued)

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Chapter 3
7:02 AM Saturday, May 9, 2009

Before I want to start on the next episode I just wanna say sorry to anyone who has been hurt by me or anything.. Pls forgive me.. U'r curse almost made me lost my love... Okay here goes..

I called her that night..We talked for hours. Well it was fun talking to her till midnight.I got to know her a bit better now.I asked her to be mine as she was about to end the call. She said that she will think about it first.I was kind of nervous when I asked her that but after I've said it, it felt like just words. So I was excited for her answer the next day. School ended as per normal. I searched for her but can't seem to find her. I was about to give up whrn she called my handphone.She said that she's waiting for me at the gate. So I walked to the gate and saw her sweet face smiling at me.I smiled back at her. She ran to me and huged me like it was after a long time we had never seen each other. "I accept you to be my bofriend" she whispered in my ears. I was at the same time happy and shocked. Happy because she accepted me and shocked because she just huged me in the public.Maybe I had to get used to it. We went out for lunc that afternoon. She seemed happier than I've ever seen her. I walked home with her. As we reached her void deck, she said "call me tonight.. bye-bye". She kissed me on the cheek and walked into the lift. I just waved at her and she waved back at me. So I walked home. I called her that night and....(to be continued)

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Chapter 2...
5:15 AM Wednesday, May 6, 2009

So this is how the story continues...

"I'm sorry... I just can't be with you.I already have a stead."What she just said made my heart aches.. She turned around and walked away.. Even so I will continue to love her. Day after day watching her so ever cheerful with her friends, until one day I saw tears running down her cheeks. She said that she had just quareled with her dad when I asked. I know that can't be the reason why she's crying. I just told her to relax and forget about it. She looked at me and asked "why are you always nice to me even after I have made you heart brocken?". "well I really liked you but if your not available then I gues I would just have to wait" I said. She was smiling when I told her that. Well she told me the truth in the end. She broke up with her boyfriend. She gave me her number. It's like she knows that I wanted her number. "call me tonight"... (to be continued)

Tune in for the next episode cause I'm getting hungry...

a story i wrote- Chapter 1
4:39 AM Tuesday, May 5, 2009

There was a long story i wrote without knowing the person in the story... so I just write it down when it came to mme when I was day-dreaming in class... So this is how the story goes

Every single day I saw her not even noticing me. How I felt so invisible in her two beutiful eyes.Whenever she says 'hi' with her sweet and gentle voicewhich made me just smile and reply her with the same 'hi'. I felt so happy being notced by her. Yet, I still wants to know more about her other than just asking people about her. I came to school evryday just wanting to see her. That one day that she did not come to, it felt like something was mising. I asked her close friends about her and weather she's fine. "She's just sick today thats all" her friend said while staring at me like something is wrong.The next day she came I asked about her health. I was glad that shewas just fine and came to school that day.I told her my true feelings. She was quite shocked and did not know what to say. "I... (to be continued)

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